I’m dying
Inside
I ain’t lying
To hide
I see you coming for me
Mister Anxiety
Go
Fuck
Off
Turn your damn head
And cough
That’s right I got chesticles
And, I got you by the testicles
Got you in a vice grip
You try to move and I’ll rip, rip, rip
I break a chair over your back
To make up for all the things you think I lack
I repeat
Fuck you
Take a seat
You’re in for a treat
Believe me, I am for real
I won’t give up until
I’ve won
I’m done.
Poet’s Note: I have intense anxiety attacks. I’ve had a horrible one building along with a migraine for 9 hours. I missed an important appointment that I have been waiting for since spring. I finally couldn’t take it anymore and had to write it out. It’s a little better now; Of course I’ve had two doses of meds now and kisses from my service dog and support dog who are curled up next to me on the couch which is some feat considering that they are both big ass dogs. Please, excuse the foul language, but, if you have ever had a major panic attack, you understand. If not, deal with it. I think this would be a good rap, so I’m giving it to the best rapper I’ve ever heard, my friend, Ian Gabriel to do with as he pleases. With all of that being said, there’s one last thing…I’m out. Mic drop…
Susan Awakening 
Pain and anger are so related. A severe migraine is really difficult to cope. Hope you feel better now.
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Thank you, KK. The anxiety is better, but the migraine is going to take another round of meds. I’m weird; My migraines get worse once the anxiety goes away.
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Yes, I know the severity of migraine attacks. Please take care. You’ll be alright.
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Thank you! It’s getting better ❤️🩹.
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Sometimes certain words are the only ones to adequately express strong feelings. (Just don’t tell my children I said so… 🙂) Wishing you rest and relief. ❤️❤️❤️🙏
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Thank you, Sunnyside. Mum’s the word when it comes to the kiddos. Are you okay? I didn’t see you post today.
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Life has interfered with my good intentions, but all is well. ❤️
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Good. I was concerned.
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I understand,
Sometimes pains force words we couldn’t imagine we said when the pain is gone ❤️
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Thank you for your understanding.
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Powerful words. Wishing today is better for you.
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